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i was really hoping to just get a bit of color before we left, i have lost almost 30 pounds and am actually going to wear a bikini, so i just thought what the heck, i'll do it, a friend tans every day, and she looks great, with no chicken pox.....
however, i know when i'm defeated, but it's my honeymoon, and i really wanted to look beautiful for daniel, i wanted him to be proud to be with me, not that a tan will do that, i'm not that vain, it's just something i wanted........i wanted him to see me in that suit, which he hasn't yet, i'm saving that for playa!!!, he see's the weight loss, but has no idea i'm trying to pull off a bikini, so i wanted to be tan...........i know, it's silly............
actually, even after just 48 hours off the beds, and 1/2 a bottle of calamine, i'm looking a bit better.......but it still looks bad,
will try the aloe, as that can never hurt................
thank god i discovered it now, instead of waiting 'till closer to the wedding to give tanning a try............in fact, my friend is the one who said i should go now, instead of waiting, in case something happened.............phew...........
just pray that i heal before april 20th......
and yes, i have decided to try and lay out, it is getting warmer here by the day, but the doctor said to stay out of regular sun 'till i'm healed, as it might agrivate (sp) the condition..........
he thinks by next week i should be able to get back in the real sun.............
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