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you all are so nice...........i know he loves me, but it's ME that wanted to look like i had been in that bikini for my whole life....hehe
my tummy hasn't seen the light of day for many a year..........i just wanted our honeymoon to be as wonderful as i have always hoped............
i started out in a 20 min. bed, but going just 10 min..........and from the first day, i have had this "rash".........i started out using the indoor products, but since then i have tried different things to rule out.......so i stopped the products, then, they cleaned the beds with pure water before i came in, thinking it was the cleaning stuff......no deal.........then they let me go in the stand up bed, why, i don't know, she was just trying to find a way for me to tan, and not get the hives..........i don't think i can do it...........
as of this a.m., the rash looks much better, in fact, only still visable in a few places, and THANK GOD.......it's not really on my face at all...........
i seem to be having a bit of trouble getting my $$ back, as they now want me to try a "spray on tan" instead ..........
i'm waiting to talk to the owner today...........i don't think a spray on tan is what i'm looking for, and i hear it fades onto your clothes sometimes.......
oh well, i have so much else to be happy about........i was sad in the beginning, becuase i had visions of me being a bronze beauty, but hey, a tan ain't everything....
overall. i did get a wee bit of color, so maby it will help a bit, and besides, i still have right a 4 weeks or so to try and get some the old fashioned way....which is more fun anyway..........tunes, cold beer, my girlfriends layin' out in the back yard.......
god bless texas........today it should be nice and warm, but my doc. said to stay out of even real sun 'till i'm 100% healed..........but at this rate, maby this weekend i can try..........
all is well..........
the owner asked me if after it cleared up, if i would try again before i get my $$ back.......i'm not sure if i want to go thru that again.........it was somewhat painful, as well as ugly.........
thank you all so much for helping me see how silly i was to be so upset........i just want every thing to be perfect...........
i have several new outfits that he hasn't seen yet, i'm actually very excited about this........
have a great day all, and will let you know if i get my money back without a fight.......
thank you again so much!!!
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